Contract 

Love us like the wings of a bird,

Share a seat or a moment,

Find the truth of happiness,

With every smile and every word that cuts away your weaknesses.
Step into our world of wonder,

Run around and hear no thunder,

The sun will rise and set like it does,

It’s universal but there’s not a single alarm buzz.
In our world you’ll see what you want,

It’s like limbo, once in you can’t step out,

Up and up we will go,

To happy lands where you’ll never hear the word- “no”!
Remember the darkest nights in your world,

Take my hand and it’s all gone in a seconds twirl,

Stay forever in a place so fine,

Perfect to live in with a perfect assign.
Come with me I’ll take you and keep you close,

Give you a better look and get rid of your foes, 

Watch carefully at all the happy people,

For they can never be awful.
One step and a hand far away you stand,

Look into my eyes and see the land,

Leave all the darkness behind and thrive,

For all that’s sweeter than honey from a bee hive.
Because all you needed in life was change,

Change your fate and in exchange,

All you need to do is sign this contract with a prick on your hand,

Then off you go to wonderland.

Without you 

There’s a song left to sing

From a heart that worships you

There’s some words left to say

From a soul lost without you

But remember me in your thoughts 

before the sun sets in my life,

Cause these rainbows won’t stay for too long

Before time washes my songs by it’s tragic waves

Call me by my name

I’ll be patient with this pain

Until it takes me away forever.
I sound like a broken bell does

Your absence sinks my sail

My passion, my dream, my destination is

“You”.
 

Death is but a painful beauty

 

 

I’m hoping this is just insanity 

 

 

But my brain contains no certainty

 
I wanted you a part of this rhyme

But we’re running out of time

Let’s go before I commit a crime.

Hiding 

There’s a crack in my smile a hole in my grin

You can see it if you look closely

The front seeming thin

I’m okay, anyway at least mostly.
The tears aren’t ever shed

I keep them safely within 

The pain won’t be let out of my head

That would be letting my heart win
I’m alright, I’m okay, I’m fine

No need to worry

I’m just hiding 

Just because 

Just because I’m a girl, doesn’t make me pathetic.

Just because I’m really close with my friends that are girls, doesn’t make me gay.

Just because I’m smart, doesn’t make me a nerd.

Just because I’m shy, doesn’t mean I can’t talk.

Just because I’m small, doesn’t mean I’m not big at heart.

Just because I’m skinny, doesn’t mean I’m anorexic.

Just because I’m beautiful, doesn’t mean I’m a slut.

Just because I believe, doesn’t mean I’m stupid.

Just because I’m me, doesn’t mean I’m any less more privileged or admired or inspired or creative or amazing as all the rest of you.

Just because some people don’t care . . .
Know that you are worth it.

Watch it leave

It’s the first time you watch

The thing you’ve done you’re entire life 

Just slipped away

In front of your very eyes
You shake

Because it was there just yesterday! 

Why is it gone today? 
So you try again the next day

It’s back again! 

You trick your mind to thinking 

Yesterday was a dream, and everything is fine.
Two days later

Then you realise that you

That your lifestyle 

Only now comes and goes

You’re scared

You shake

And try to find another way

But nothing is quite the same
It doesn’t feel right.

It’s scary like this

Dark

Dreadful

Scary
You cry as you watch it leave for good

Hollow 

I am nothing,

I have nothing.

I’m just a shadow,

I don’t really exist.

I’m just the thing that shows up,

When there is nothing left, I am a gap.
An illusion,

Non existing.
They say “Prepare his execution,”

Why bother? It is definite.

I never had a beginning,

I am finite.

I never started living.

Deep down 

I don’t know what to say

For you to finally be okay

I don’t know who to be

For you to really like me
Deep down I’m insecure too

I have no clue about what to do

I may come off as crazy

Or I may have a high sensibility
But that’s only because I care

And I only want to be there

In your bad and good days

In your bad and good ways
I’m far from perfect

And I may be overly protective

And I may not be what you expect

But I think I got alot to give
And I want to give it to you…